feeling let down
by everyone and everything
i want freedom from my mind
it's a prison
no matter where i go
no matter what i do
i want to die at the thought of you
nothing left in me
but sadness and pain
i can no longer find a way to stay sane
so i push on
and i swallow the nails
that i'm forced to chew from day to day
and i've lost sight of everything
that once mattered to me