i am unwanted
a fucking burden
nothing but hatred
pulses through my veins
solitary
fucking isolated
i sit upon an icy throne
i am king of nothing
i am nothing
feeling let down
by everyone and everything
i want freedom from my mind
it's a prison
no matter where i go
no matter what i do
i want to die at the thought of you
nothing left in me
but sadness and pain
i can no longer find a way to stay sane
so i push on
and i swallow the nails
that i'm forced to chew from day to day
and i've lost sight of everything
that once mattered to me
fuck all of these rules and shit
i want nothing to do with this
my life feels like it's on repeat
i can't stand on my own two feet
rules and restrictions
for fucking nothing
distractions from the fact
that we're all fucked
nothing from the start
nothing at the end
social norms
and pictures of perfect